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He's my life - I'm addicted to him.
Recently Andrew's father passed away and I've never seen him so unhappy since the day i met him. I always told my exs that I would always do my best to help em' out in any way i possibly can... I swear, I've never felt this useless in my whole life.
Tomorrow I will be having my interview with Disney and hopefully I shall be able to receive that intern and start my dream and experience. College has been great and I've met so many new friends that I've been happier than ever. Teachers are still great and my life is still on track. (my apt is not included nor is the outside of my baby civic!)
Anyway, just a few more days baby and we'll be reaching our 9th month anniversary. We've been through our ups and downs and no matter how many arguments we've had, they never lasted more than a few hours. You've always tucked me to bed and talked to me, love me and watched me till I fell asleep, not doing anything but making sure I had everything that made me happy and everything I needed to do done every single day. Though at times I tend to lose my temper, you never seem to yell at me or make matters worse. Instead, you'd calm me down and find every possible way there was to cheer me up and make me smile and feel all happy again. Patience and Love and a strong commitment is what I see in you and that's what makes me realize how great you are and how this one I have to protect to make sure I cant lose. I know at times I tend to be soft hearted to others and this makes you unhappy as you're afraid one day I might be taken advantaged of or afraid I might regret what I've done. I know at times I tend to make you jealous without noticing what I'm doing wrong that was harming you. You've done nothing wrong but to love me and by that you've shown me the way to true happiness...
I love you...
Happy 9th Anniversary in advanced my baby dear...
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| argh! yes, thats right, ARGH. classes are starting and i have to start using my brains not that i ever thought i had any. but hey, theres always something you find out about yourself later on during your life... right?
so far there has been no hawt guys as i was told to keep an eye on... those liars. and i thought california was all about the hawt asian dudes.
I was proven wrong. sigh.
so yes, classes are ere'...
nid to run.. time for studying time.. =(!
*harts*
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| so latest updates dolls? im moving to CA! booyah! starting a brand new life - again.
More brief updates:
1. he still loves me.
2. i still love him.
3. college in CA is gonna be a blast!
4. IM GETTING A CAR!
5. im living alone.
6. no tv/internet for 2monthes
7. IM VISITING TEXAS!
8. i need to study again.
9. im in love with my new so called very updated version of a cellphone from the united states. BUMMER.
10. blogging is dying.
OKAY! updates completed? hah. life goes on. aww. argh! im getting a car! SWEET!!
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| why do i have a feeling i will regret for the rest of my life. i need to let everything out once and for all and get over this matter. it haunts me to know that my dreams may be shattered to bits..but it doesnt matter. once everything is out, i'll be living the life as fated.
outta here sugars.
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